Who am I?
I wish I could say Batman but that would require a thief to shoot my billionaire parents in a dark alley in the year 1998 which is impossible since we’re in 2015 now and my parents aren’t exactly billionaires so I’d end up in some orphanage and have more chances of being Oliver Twist than Batman. I would have called myself an asshole too but again, this post isn’t about my honest confessions which leaves us with the question in the title again. Who am I? Or since I have bored you for one whole paragraph, who the fuck am I?
That’s the kind of question that surfaces your mind when you have second thoughts about some name you have taken up. I write this blog as Subtle Humorist which of course isn’t my real name unless my dad is the Oxford dictionary and my mom is the Webster. Now Subtle Humorist doesn’t sound as grand as the Prince of Wales, but it sure is nice to some extent in its own manner which worries me. Because that’s the real question. Is it okay to call yourself something nice regardless of how appropriate it is and without taking in consideration the opinions of others? Am I subtle? Am I really even a humorist? Or am I just trying to bend down real hard and suck my own dick?
So I decided to take someone else’s opinion, a critic perhaps. And who can be a better critic than your own girlfriend? But Isha is already strongly opinionated about who I am. Apart from believing that I’m a pyscho pedophile and a killer, she also thinks I am ‘not so subtle’ because of the fact that on our first date while we were standing by the parapet of a rooftop lounge looking at the horizons with our hands clasped, I asked her what she thought about the teeth of a friend of ours. But she’s a dentist so I still think I was right. So anyway, I then decided to ask Ameya because who else can help in knowing your identity if not your closest ‘bro’? I was in the shower when it striked me that I could ask him this. So I walked out, with a towel on and said, “Hey man what do you think about me? Who am I?”
“Gay”, he said.
That left me with two opinions from two really close people in my life. Opinions which aren’t really going to help apparently. And I’m sure if I ask this question to other blokes, I’d get equally weird answers which is why, there’s no point asking.
So I asked it to myself and thought a lot about it. Perhaps I am a subtle humorist, perhaps I am not. I can’t really say. Its the same way when you put on your best suit and
1. *look into the mirror*
Mind: “Yes it looks great sure.”
2. *look at your best friend who is smirking at you*
Mind: “Or does it?”
For me you’re that best friend, reader. So I don’t really know if I’m what I say I am or nope. But I have come to realize that whatever I am or I am not, I should keep doing what I’m doing regardless of everything else. And therefore, I am going to keep writing and tickle you a bit with every of my post. Because work, not name, should be your identity. That simplifies the whole thing I guess. I am a writer. (Who is trying to mastur-blowjob-ate by calling himself the Subtle Humorist). That’s about it.